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Finally broke down and watched Vanilla Sky. Normally I hate American remakes of quality European films, but since this was Cameron Crowe I decided to give it a chance. I really thought Crowe was better than that. He took a beautiful and mind bending story and turned it into a music video. ICK. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I was feeling kind of guilty for not finding a way to go to my Uncle's funeral up in Ohio, today. Mardi Gras isn't the best time to travel and I just couldn't make it. Mother called, after it was over, and informed me that both of his brothers just didn't show up. What a family! My mother was the only one from our side of the family to show up. 3 sisters and only one shows, not even the one who is married to her dead husband's brother. And not one of them even bothered calling. I've had bad experiences with Aunt Sandy and uncle Bill, but the insensitivity of these people really steams me. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ When somebody I care about tells me that he's vomiting and shitting blood and doesn't even have the $30 for a doctor appointment, It's my natural inclination to try to help. When that same person tells me that he's destitute and too sick to leave the home to find a good job, I try to help them make money from home. I do NOT tell them to sell all their posessions. I just try to help them get on their feet in a way that they can manage. I try to help and my reward is to be shat on. Well, no more. I will no longer worry about friends who are in trouble. Fuck 'em. They're adults, they can figure their own shit out. I have my own problems. No need to add to them by wasting my energy worrying about people who just pile on the abuse. They'll either get through or they won't. It's no longer my problem. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Oh yeah. If you're wondering (and you know who you are) that is a fuck you!
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