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Okay, it's official. I'm insane. I can't sleep. I con't get any real work done. And I just watched an informercial for a cock growing pill hosted by porn star Ron Jeremy. Seriously, I watched the whole thing. I wonder if Joe has ever thought of such things as having a bigger cock. I have to admit, that I did not marry the biggest cock I've ever known. Not that he has a tiny penis, it's just not a terribly impressive rod. I'd be a lot happier with it if I got to play with it more, but THAT is another sad story all together. I don't know if it's that 30 year old woman sexual peak thing, but I have been thinking about men I used to fuck almost constantly. I really like sex but I LOVE being fucked. Anyone who's had more than a few partners knows what I mean. At best, Joe and I have made love. Usually it's brief, embarrassingly short sex. He always tells me about how he used to be this sexual wild man and we laaaaugh. Shit, we;ve been together for 6 years and we;ve never had an all night crazy fuck session. I love him, I do. But I miss nasty, passionate sex! Sometimes, I even try to think up scenarios where it would be all right to have a fling with someone else. Problem is, any one of those scenarios would make me so miserable that the sex wouldn't be worth it. The best relationships I've had have had the worst sex and vise versa. Cruel irony. Okay. Enough about sex, or the lack thereof. I finished one of the hat boxes. I'll put up a pic of it when it's dry. Pretty primitive, but in a cute way. I'm trying out making one with a sculpted polymer clay face glued to the top. If the glue holds, it should be fairly impressive. Iris is in heat and LabRat, although neutered, is on her constantly. Figures that my balless cat is getting it more than I am! It's a shame that Joe had him neutered while I was in Dearborn. I would love to have kittens running around here. Actually, I'd love to have a baby running around, but it would be irresponsible for us to breed with our finances in the state they're in. I was hoping that Nick (aka dorknoodle) would be online tonight. It seems that when I really want his company, he's never around. I think I'll go swallow a handful of antihistimines so that I can get some sleep. Tomorrow is Post Office day! Maybe I can get Joe to go to the park with me after to collect cuttings for me to root!
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